Last night was pretty awful. GB didn't call by the time I was off to bed at 10, and he usually calls about 9. When I tried to call him it was going to answerphone. He finally called at 10.45, by which time I was totally stressed out. I tried to explain how I felt, so he deliberately walked off into an area with poor reception.

So I sent him a text saying, 'Fancy losing your home, your job and your meth, 'cos you're going the right way about it.' I was so angry, because he is so hot and cold - cold last night so I gathered he'd been smoking heroin. I phoned him about an hour later and he was in bed, and VERY sleepy, so I dunno if he'd got the message. He didn't mention it, but was fine with me and said he'd phone me the next morning.

This morning he didn't phone, so I phoned him about 9.45. He still didn't mention the message. I phoned him again about 5.30 and during the conversation he was saying he was sick of working there and the job was finishing soon and he didn't want to work away any more.

I then had a chat with his sister and told her what was going on, I just had to confide in someone. She's a lot younger, but has a kid so she's down to earth and knows what he's like. She's really annoyed with him too.

He's just phoned and said he might be bringing another dog home this weekend: another one like his revolting untrained pedigree mutt. I pointed out that his landlord wouldn't be best pleased: he'd had to pay a £300 deposit on the flat to be allowed to have his current dog - my money, I might add. I didn't mention that it would be double the smell and double the hair because his flat is revolting as it is. I didn't say it because he'd thrown a wobbly last weekend when I'd said his flat was dirty and smelly!

Have been texting his sis about it and she is steaming, saying there's no way she'll look after two of them (he often fobs the dog off on her when he can't be bothered with it).

The whole dog thing pisses me off so much I swear I'd rather he spent the money on heroin!

And why's he not mentioning my text of last night? It's the sort of thing he'd normally be furious about. Wonder if he was so out of it he's forgotten it - and that he'd said he'd phone?