No phonecalls from Steve last night, and as we had a date for a dirty phonecall I phoned him about 10.30. It was either switched off or he had no reception. Same this morning.

Now if it is switched off, then he is probably with Lauren, but what worries me is that he's supposed to be starting work this morning at 7.30. His phone was still off then. So I'm hoping it's just he's got no reception or something at the hotel.

I had two dreams last night where he was very loving, so in a way I can't feel too worried (the morning I found the Lauren missed call I'd had a dream that he was cheating on me). So now I just have to wait I suppose. REALLY hope he's started work ok - because the other danger is that he'd scored and is shit-faced on H.

I've got the day off in lieu for doing the course all weekend. So I've hennaed my hair - well, have the gunk on it right now - and am cleaning up the house as I've not done anything but vacuum since last Wednesday.

Was feeling well mardy and pissed off earlier, but am feeling absolutely fine now, dunno why.