Now I know that I should feel glad that he's called at all, considering that he said he'd call me 'sometime next week'. But I don't. It does my head in that we are so good together when we are together, that he is all over me and tells me he loves me and stuff, and then when I'm gone he'll phone and won't say that he loves me.
He was also talking about how he has to go to the doctor's tomorrow to sort out his preseription or whatever, and then he was saying that on Saturday he'll have to go to Ambleside to pick it up, and he won't have much time cos of working a split shift. He was talking about Ricky taking him, and even about phoning Lauren and asking to borrow her car(?!). I said to him, 'so you don't want me to come and see you this weekend?' He said he'd not asked his boss yet, he kept going to ask her then chickening out. But he would ask her before the weekend.
So we'll see. If he don't, then I really can't be arsed and I'll be off to the Giffard in Wolverhampton in search of baby goth boys!
