In my defence, he knocked really early, about 7.30, and I opened the door without even thinking it would be Steve. But it was.

I let him in and we didn't even really talk ahout the night before, we just went to get some beer, then came home. He fell asleep and I eventually said I was going to bed about 10pm. He came too, we just went to sleep. This morning he carried on sleeping while I listened to The Archers. Then he went home, saying he'd see me later.

He came back about 2pm, watched tv until a few minutes ago when I told him to go. He didn't want to kiss me, talk to me, go out with me. Like I said last post, he doesn't make me happy. There was no point him being there, no point us being together.

So that's that. This time I really am not answering the door or the phone or anything. There's no point. No point at all.