Tugging at your heart's strings as usual. Nobody here is in any doubt that he loves you. It's the way he loves you that is a killer for you - not for him. The hopelessness of it is very romantic, but isn't it time you got together with someone you feel GOOD with, all the time? Beyond the bruises, beyond the drama, beyond the worry and beyond the pr more…
Thing is, off the heroin, he's a very smiley person, that was what first attracted me to him, his smile. In the my media bit you can pretty much tell 'on heroin' or 'not on heroin' by the smile or the lack of.
But the heroin is there too much now, and it has changed him too much, though he doesn't realise it. He has completely drained more…
And you ARE going to be ok, whilst he is not. I completely understand your nausea and panic, and the difference between knowing Steve was with Lauren, and just not having him in your life. Nobody can tell you what to do and how NOT to do things, but you will know when the right time comes. One day you will wake up and know beyond doubt that Steve w more…
Re-reading what I wrote I sound like a right cow! But I have to admit it's noce to have someone in a similar situation - and in fact things are so much worse for her that it's making me feel well off.
Poor thing even has to live with him still until he finds somewhere to move to. more…
We have been talking all evening, and it's good cos she's taken my mind off all the Steve shit really well. We are both now in a thoroughly 'we hate men' mood! more…
The best I can come up with is you know when you've had a party with lots of drink but not much smoking, and you don't clear up afterwards, and you come downstairs and the smell is strange, like not quite alcohol, but like something a bit gone off mixed with stale alcohol? It's like that more…
hi sweet heart: ...you were not the only person to be alone at Halloween'day. I will make up one verses about your tears, ...you let me do?
hugs & kisses 4U. more…
Recent comments (30)
In response to: "Lu Is So Right!" 6 hours old
by lucreziaborgia Pro
It is easier to be sensible when it's not your own life! I am flattered: never before have I been dedicated a post with a title!
As for the mad ideas... Of course... they make life more colourful. I have my own demons, as you can see from my private posts. x more…
In response to: "Lu Is So Right!" 9 hours old
by brokendownangel Pro
You seem to be taking steps in the right direction and slowly slowly will get you there :D more…
In response to: "Doing My Head In" 13 hours old
by lucreziaborgia Pro
Tugging at your heart's strings as usual. Nobody here is in any doubt that he loves you. It's the way he loves you that is a killer for you - not for him. The hopelessness of it is very romantic, but isn't it time you got together with someone you feel GOOD with, all the time? Beyond the bruises, beyond the drama, beyond the worry and beyond the pr more…
In response to: "Forgot" 4 days old
by gemmabradley [Member]
ooooooh me likey!!!! skinny and muscly-perfect!! more…
In response to: "Forgot" 4 days old
by Bushka Pro
Why not let 'him' decide about age difference;) more…
In response to: "Having a bad moment" 4 days old
by whoknows [Member]
Thing is, off the heroin, he's a very smiley person, that was what first attracted me to him, his smile. In the my media bit you can pretty much tell 'on heroin' or 'not on heroin' by the smile or the lack of.
But the heroin is there too much now, and it has changed him too much, though he doesn't realise it. He has completely drained more…
In response to: "Having a bad moment" 4 days old
by lucreziaborgia Pro
And you ARE going to be ok, whilst he is not. I completely understand your nausea and panic, and the difference between knowing Steve was with Lauren, and just not having him in your life. Nobody can tell you what to do and how NOT to do things, but you will know when the right time comes. One day you will wake up and know beyond doubt that Steve w more…
In response to: "Coincidentally" 5 days old
by whoknows [Member]
Re-reading what I wrote I sound like a right cow! But I have to admit it's noce to have someone in a similar situation - and in fact things are so much worse for her that it's making me feel well off.
Poor thing even has to live with him still until he finds somewhere to move to. more…
In response to: "Coincidentally" 5 days old
by whoknows [Member]
We have been talking all evening, and it's good cos she's taken my mind off all the Steve shit really well. We are both now in a thoroughly 'we hate men' mood! more…
In response to: "Coincidentally" 5 days old
by Sienna Pro
Good to see the bright side! And she will need a friend by her side and a shoulder to cry on...x more…
In response to: "I am an idiot and I get what I deserve" 5 days old
by Bushka Pro
All shall be Well!
You will be much better off, once you are able to get on without him! :) more…
In response to: "Coincidentally" 5 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]
very horrible for her, but I guess you have found the silver lining. Hope you can cheer her up more…
In response to: "I am an idiot and I get what I deserve" 5 days old
by whoknows [Member]
Thanks, I have to keep remembering that he makes me feel worse, not better. more…
In response to: "I am an idiot and I get what I deserve" 5 days old
by deleted user [Visitor]
your not an idiot.
stay stong, focus on distractions, it will be easier once he is out of ur life to keep him out
good luck hun x more…
In response to: "Off Out Tonight" 6 days old
by whoknows [Member]
Well, didn't really have fun, but it was worth it anyway! more…
In response to: "Off Out Tonight" 7 days old
by lucreziaborgia Pro
I would LOVE you to see him with someone else. The poor cow, imagine that. Her, not you.
Have fun, K. Have lots of fun. You surely deserve it, and will (as you can see, I can be rather forceful too). x more…
In response to: "Period Pains" 7 days old
by lucreziaborgia Pro
Yep. One feels strangely feminine and as if one shared a secret. Your body talks to you. No, you are not alone. x more…
In response to: "Guiness World Record Day..." 7 days old
by lucreziaborgia Pro
Nobody here is surprised, least of all you. Nothing I may write is going to make a jot of difference, so... silly cow.
I am still here. And I still understand. x more…
In response to: "Guiness World Record Day..." 8 days old
by Bushka Pro
I actually feel relieved - am I being unkind? Hopefully not! Hugs! :)x more…
In response to: "Spookily detoxed" 9 days old
by whoknows [Member]
Ooh, now that's a hard one, to describe a smell!
The best I can come up with is you know when you've had a party with lots of drink but not much smoking, and you don't clear up afterwards, and you come downstairs and the smell is strange, like not quite alcohol, but like something a bit gone off mixed with stale alcohol? It's like that more…
In response to: "Spookily detoxed" 9 days old
by Sienna Pro
Sounds awful. If you're with an addict you will always play second fiddle to his substance... so sorry about that!
Just what is the smell you can detect, can you describe it? x more…
In response to: "Period Pains" 9 days old
by GilraenH Pro
Yes, I think so. more…
In response to: "More and more strangeness" 9 days old
by Bushka Pro
Hugs!;)x more…
In response to: "I Just Can't Leave Well Alone" 12 days old
by lucreziaborgia Pro
Well, you know it, and you know it will. But how an you say 'no' and wonder for the rest of your life?
One day you will know with absolute certainty what to do. Or what not to do. Until then, we are here, and you know that too.
xx more…
In response to: "I Just Can't Leave Well Alone" 12 days old
by Bushka Pro
You probably have, Luv! Hug!:) more…
In response to: "It's Hallowe'en" 17 days old
by 2-sky [Member]
hi sweet heart: ...you were not the only person to be alone at Halloween'day. I will make up one verses about your tears, ...you let me do?
hugs & kisses 4U. more…
In response to: "It's Hallowe'en" 20 days old
by Bushka Pro
Try to be generous to yourself...and be patient with yourself....;)xx more…
In response to: "It's Hallowe'en" 20 days old
by whoknows [Member]
Thank you!!! I know I'll be fine, don't know what is the matter really. more…
In response to: "It's Hallowe'en" 20 days old
by Bushka Pro
(((Hugs)))You'll be OK, Luv! Take Care! :)xx more…
In response to: "OMG!!!" 32 days old
by lucreziaborgia Pro
A hell of a fit mouse! x more…