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Bugger? from whoknows 498 days old

No phonecalls from Steve last night, and as we had a date for a dirty phonecall I phoned him about 10.30. It was either switched off or he had no reception. ...

HOW many phone calls??? from whoknows 499 days old

So last night I was supposed to be sleeping early cos of my course. But then I got to blogging, and watching Doctor Who, and being all excited and whatever, ...

What am I doing? from whoknows 500 days old

Thursday morning, and only two hours sleep, but for some reason Steve got up with me - VERY unusual. I ahd a shower and he made tea, then we sat drinking ...

Let the Games Begin! from whoknows 500 days old

Steve phoned me back and said he'd got the job, at a hotel in the Lakes and he starts on Monday morning. They wanted him to move in there on Sunday, ...

What happened on Tuesday from whoknows 500 days old

Well I couldn't help but be worried about Steve when I heard nothing more from him on Monday, what with the phone call of Sunday. I told myself that ...

No Regrets from whoknows 506 days old

At one point on Friday Steve said to me, 'I'm so sorry you wasted 18 months on me.' I told him I wasn't sorry, I was grateful for every minute. It took ...

Why I Still Worry from whoknows 506 days old

I know that Steve feels very guilty for how he has treated me, and the heroin means that he is cycling from mellowness and euphoria to depression and ...

What I Think Now from whoknows 506 days old

When I met Steve, he was an alcoholic, living with a girl he said he didn't love, having a life going out with his mates, and being looked after by a ...

Oh What a Night! from whoknows 506 days old

This is friends only because I have promised Steve I'll not discuss it with Lauren, and she has the address of this blog. After I wrote last I went ...

Green Eyed Parent-shunning Monster from whoknows 762 days old

Last night was a typically stupid one. GB had a dental appointment, so I took him, dropping off my son at my Mum and Dad's on the way. He came in to ...