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I Just Can't Leave Well Alone from whoknows 2 days old

So last night went pretty much to plan once my madness was over - until 2.30am. I went to bed soon after X-Factor, about 10pm, cos I'd had a bad night ...

The Unbelievable Night from whoknows 60 days old

Ok, so I'm finally at a far enough distance to write about what happened. As you know, last thing was that Steve was being lovely, being really nice ...

Just Good Friends from whoknows 76 days old

So I bet you are all thinking Steve's long gone? Well, not really. We are sort of, well, I suppose, friends. He's a better friend than he ever was a ...

If Only Life Were a Story from whoknows 121 days old

[ ... ] Even the most perfect relationship ends in death at some point. And life isn't nice and tidy like books are. The stories don't always have neat ...

Thursday Morning from whoknows 124 days old

I think I feel worse today than I did on Monday and Tuesday. I'm not anxious, but I'm angry with myself that I let Steve get to me. I feel sort of doomed. ...

What Happened Tonight from whoknows 125 days old

Steve turned up on time, and initially at least looked to be quite normal. He was very apologetic, saying all the things that always win me around. I ...

Preparation from whoknows 125 days old

I've no idea if Steve remembers he's supposed to be here, sober and drug-free, at 7.45. He phoned and texted several times last night until about half ...

Refusing to Talk from whoknows 126 days old

Steve turned up here at about 9.30, not completely wasted but visibly shit-faced. He was crying and saying he loved me and was sorry; that he'd bought ...

This Morning from whoknows 127 days old

I slept ok last night, and had a real job waking up this morning, probably from lying up late reading. When I came downstairs I found that Steve had ...

Today is Sunday from whoknows 128 days old

It's sunny here, but I can't seem to settle. It's not that I'm upset even, not as such. I'm more restless. It's as though I'm waiting for something ...