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Lu Is So Right! from whoknows 1 day old

Referring to her comments on my last post that is, cos sometimes her ideas are a bit mad My sensible self has been saying pretty much the same thing ...

Having a bad moment from whoknows 5 days old

For some reason am feeling really panicky at the thought of Steve not being in my life again. I feel physically sick. but not like when he was with Lauren ...

Coincidentally from whoknows 5 days old

A friend of mine, well, a friend of my sister's that I've been in touch with a lot on facebook recently, just messaged me to say her boyfriend of 8 years ...

I am an idiot and I get what I deserve from whoknows 5 days old

In my defence, he knocked really early, about 7.30, and I opened the door without even thinking it would be Steve. But it was. I let him in and we didn't ...

Today from whoknows 6 days old

I've been feeling pretty shitty all day with a sore throat and my chest is still hideous. Possibly the reason I'm not more upset or stressing or anxious ...

As a result of last night..... from whoknows 7 days old

[ ... ] In the end my friends said I should go, get it all sorted out and so on, and by this time I'd had two more drinks so I thought they were ...

Guiness World Record Day... from whoknows 8 days old

and the new World Record for the Briefest Ever Reconciliation goes to Whoknows!!! Last night Steve came round, and I smelled the smell (despite him ...

Bizarre Event from whoknows 113 days old

I am sitting here and can't quite believe what has happened this morning. Being my usual insomniac self, I was up about 4.30: wide awake and drinking ...

Feelings from whoknows 134 days old

All through today I've felt a bit weepy, for no real reason. The adventure playground place was closed for a function, so we went into the nearest ...

Thursday Morning from whoknows 135 days old

I think I feel worse today than I did on Monday and Tuesday. I'm not anxious, but I'm angry with myself that I let Steve get to me. I feel sort of doomed. ...